Tomorrow I have a BIG day.
I planned six weeks ago to have friends over to play a spirituality game that I like. Four people signed up and we will begin at 10:30 and end at 2:30. I am looking forward to it.
Then, out of the blue, friends from high school emailed last week and asked if they could come for a visit tomorrow! What are the chances? I can’t tell you how many days I am here by myself in my PJ’s all day. What do they say – “it never rains but it pours”.
What’s on my mind tonight isn’t the work that needs to be done to prepare lunch for 5 and then dinner for a different 5 on the same day….not quite sure how it’s going to happen – just sure that it will. Nope, what’s on my mind is the emotional toll the spirituality game sometimes takes. It’s always a very useful process, it’s just that I find myself vulnerable and shaky sometimes after and with friends here I’ve not been intimate with in years…well….it’s interesting it’s all happening tomorrow.
I trust that the day is meant to unfold this way. I am pleased about the game and I’m also pleased old friends are dropping by. So….if I stay in the now – which is the purpose of this writing….then everything is just as it should be and I’m looking forward with anticipation to tomorrow.
I think this sounds like a great day and I know some challenges as well. No doubt you are strong enought to meet them and learn more about yourself in the processes..
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